Anxiety
I’m stifled by my anxiety. I let it get the best of me in the worst situations and my body and mind just shut down. It makes me feel completely inadequate. We had a meeting today at work and a coworker/friend of mine won a ticket to go see Coldplay. I was first in line to get the ticket and I really wanted to go. Because I love Coldplay and because my friend’s band is in the running to open up for them. But then I started thinking too much. I started questioning. And I turned the ticket down, so she’s giving it to another coworker/friend. There are times when I think I’m past all of this. There are times when I feel like I’ll never have a panic attack again and then it just creeps up on me and I can’t breathe.
