The first step is always the biggest
Ever since I moved to Virginia, I haven’t really had a core group of friends that I hang out with. I’ve mentioned this before in other blogs, but it seems to come up in my mind time and time again. Recently, I’ve thought about moving back to NJ. Back to my old friends, but I know they’ve all moved on. 80% of them are married and I feel like maybe, I’m trying to recapture something that I can’t. Should I move or should I stay here? I’ve never really felt at home here, but right now, I have a job that I love and I’m close to my family. The only thing that would make it better is having my best friend here. Lately she’s been talking about moving down here, but she does this every couple of years and nothing ever materializes. We’ve gotten into numerous fights over it and I really don’t feel like going through that again.
My lease will be up at the end of September and I need to decide if I’m going to renew for another year or go month to month. The plan was that I would go month to month and then make plans to move in March 2009. But now that it’s getting closer, I’m having doubts. I don’t want to move for the wrong reasons and yes, I know that I can always move back, but I’m still scared.
